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I don't know what made me want to come back to blogger.com, but I did anyway and I guess I'll still keep my LJ going once in awhile too. It's like 4:44am now and it freaking ass scary while I was creating and customizing this blog. My cursor/trackpad started having a life on its own and kept selecting the "back" button and hence all my settings were gona before I could even save things. So I had to redo it for like four times or something. Creepy shit.

Anyway, life is a bitch. It never stops giving you problems or worries at any one time. Never. You accept the fact and move on about one problem, and another just invites itself into your life and hit you so hard in your face. Be it friendship problem, family problem, relationship problem, school/work problem or problem with yourself, they're all problems. Problems that will never leave you alone. And all I really want now is for my grandma to get well soon.

I seriously don't understand adults and their way of thinking. Don't do anything or say anything about someone, if you don't want the same thing to happen back on you. Your child may mean alot to you, but so does a pet to another person. If don't want anyone to kidnap your child or whatsoever, don't force someone else to get rid or their pets either. Adults would often tell you to give others a second chance to prove you right and all, but they're always the ones who don't live up to those words. If you can give a human a second chance, why can't you give a cat one chance at all? Not as if the cat did anything to you to even begin with. Urgh, I've been most annoyed with this topic for the longest time. WHAT IN THEIR FUCKING MIND MAKES THEM THINK THEY'RE ALWAYS RIGHT? Omg why are such heartless people even related to me?

Upsetting issues aside, friendship wise, I think I'm coping pretty fine too. Afterall, friends are those who step in when everyone goes out of your life anyway. Thank God for the few who have been here when I most needed someone (you guys know who you are). &Thank God for the few who have been giving me endless assurance and support too. Really appreciated and you guys are the sweetest bunch :)

School is starting again in about 2 to 3 weeks time. I don't really know if I'm prepared for it yet. You know how you're always waiting for the holidays when it's school term and vise versa? Yeah, I'm having that feeling now. GPA wise, although I've improved quite a bit from yr1sem2 to yr2sem1, I'm sure I can do better than this. I'm hoping to be more focused and more hardworking for the next semester.

I never worked throughout the entire holiday, although I wanted to. Anyhow, I would say my holiday is so far so good. After pasar malam thing in school, I had a bangkok trip, had a flea while Ken was in HK for a week, finally met up with Jan and some friends came over for some pizza and mahjong. Oh and of course Ken's birthday chalet to kick start my holidays too. All of those pretty much went well. With October coming my way, I'm looking forward to a USS and zoo trip. What an awesome way to end off the holidays! During this period of time, I guess Ken is really happy about how well I managed clique with his friends. They're really nice (to me), and they made me feel comfortable around them. I really like them :)

Mmmm. I would say everything else are pretty much manageable for now. There's so much more I want to say, but I keep backspacing them after I've typed out the entire chunk. I guess when I'm bored or when I have the free time, I'd pay a visit to my old blogs and dig up some of my past just for the sake of it. I'm pretty sure I'll be laughing away at how I used to be back then.

Till the next post,
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