I feel like so much has been going on recently, but when I try to list the more obvious ones, there are only a handful. Ken fell asleep the moment he got home and I'm guessing he hasn't showered. That kinda gave me alone time. Well I'm someone who tends to over think a.l.o.t, so much that even alot might be an understatement. On my own, I can make a small issue really big in my mind with all the over thinking, which would eventually really, really affect my mood and emotions. I guess that's one thing I really hate about myself.
Nights like this, I tend to think alot about the bigger and more obvious issues, which eventually leads to me thinking about the smaller issues and so on. And all these put together just kills me slowly inside somehow.
Okay I got distracted and my mind sidetracked and now I don't know what else I wanted to say.
But anyway I don't know what gave me the guts to ask about it tonight. I guess it's just the urge accumulated in me for the past months. Mhmm. (Update: It went pretty well!)
Andddddddd I realized that I tend to shake really badly and have cold sweat when I'm having "serious" and "deep" and "one-to-one" talks with anyone about anything.
And and andddddd mummy and jann and yiyi and hannah are leaving for Taiwan tomorrow, kinda wish I could go but hope they'll have an awesome time anyway :)
Okay bye.
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