"You haven't gone to church for 3 months leh baby" was told to me just as I was about to start blogging. Yeah I kinda realized that, but I really can't bring myself to go to church. I hate the politics and the hate that's going around in the church. "What irony?" you might say, well I have to tell you it's damn right true. It was looking bad already with (supposedly) church leaders having conflicts. Now the priest? Really? It was saddening enough to have to know that the youth leader who told me,"lesser and lesser youths are coming to church, we need to bring them back", is the same person who broke youth groups up, is the same person who doesn't quite set any examples. It sucks too, that the priest you look up to, the one you always defend when others speak bad of, is the one who actually kicks people out of church. Disappointing eh?
The past weekend was a bad one for K and I, confessions, truths, confusions, heartaches. But I guess when you really love the other person, sacrifices will be made, and things would all eventually work out with a kiss and hug and cry then make up. Ever since, K has been the sweetest thing. He made me feel like as if it's just the start of our relationship all over again. Love and sweetness overloaddddddd!
So Chinese New Year is in about 2 days but I honestly don't even have the mood for it. Call me boring, call me retarded, but I think it's just the stress and the ever-piling-workload. I've been so tired the entire two weeks that even I amaze myself because it's been the longest period that I feel this way, normally it only lasts a day or two.
Anyway, this year I'll be spending Chinese New Year in BP! Kinda happy because I really like it there, plus like we most probably get to play with fireworks again! Ohhhh and my little cousins there are the most adorable kids ever. But I'll be missing K and girlfriend and my two babies alot. :(
Till thennnnnnnnnn, love all of you reading this! (Literally!)
Xoxo!
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