Life plans

Lying here on my bed on a sunny Thursday afternoon watching Catch-up TV on xinmsn has got me thinking.

If I fail in life as a designer, I'd wanna be an event's planner or a psychologist. Pretty certain about this decisions.

Oh life, you'd think age is just a number. But no, the older you get, the more decisions you'll have to make. The more decisions you make, the more mistakes you make. The more mistakes you make, the more grudge you'd have, against yourself and perhaps the people around you? Take it easy, just take it easy.


Approximately three more days before internship begins. I have really mixed feelings about this. Since I was old enough to start thinking of what I'd really want to do in future, I've always had an ambition of being a web designer. Until I found out about the existence of visual communication. From then my future seemed really blurr and unstable somehow? Sometimes I'd wanna major in events stuffs, sometimes I'd wanna major in publications, sometimes I'd still think of being a web designer.

Then something hit me, what if I'm never good enough to do anything? What would I do with my life? Marry a rich guy and live life like that? No, life isn't that meaningless and simple.

Since the day my internship company has been revealed to me till now, I've never stopped wondering- is it a coincidence or just God's plan that I've been assigned to a company majoring in web design and branding? Or is God's plan just to expose me to that, so that I'll be more certain about what I want and what I don't?

Okay gotta stop these thoughts, gonna prepare to head out.
Till then, xx