Yesterday saw me through spending an entire day with my Bs. Had picnic at Sentosa and we had so much fun no doubt the crazy amount of people on a public holiday. I can't deny that I love spending time with them. Their craziness and all is something I can't get with any other group of people, and the best part for me is that I don't feel awkward around them, which is awesome I guess. Either way, weather was fine, food was great, the company was awesome. Ah 6 months is gonna be a really long time.
Like mentioned, yesterday was a public holiday- Good Friday. As I walked to Novena MRT from home, I caught myself saying a really long prayer to God. My relationship with God is on a rock now, I wouldn't deny that, but I don't know what made me burst into the sudden mood to pray yesterday, especially while walking towards Novena church. I know I'm not trying hard enough yet, but having to lose faith does make me kinda sad sometimes. And it makes things worse when I think of the good times when I was 13 to 15 years old, and how God, church and churchies has moulded me into someone totally different. I used to love going to church. I wouldn't even mind spending 6 hours 4 to 5 times a week in church whether doing my own things or helping out here and there or studying with friends or just to chill. But now everything is just not the same anymore.
Today would see me spending time with my sister.
Till then xx
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