Time. Space. Peace.

I feel like I'm just gonna snap from this any time. I feel like I don't have a breathing space.

I don't really know I'm holding up with this. Honestly I'm pretty amazed at myself. Maybe because part of me knows I brought this upon myself, because I was the one who did this to myself. So I hold it in, I tolerate and I suck it up.

But how long more can I do this?

Keep calm cause' you fucked your own life up, Rae.

- What should I do? I feel so messed, I feel like crying @ work.