Constantly contemplating whether to make this blog go public. But I guess there's way too much personal feelings in this space. The sort of personal feelings that noone else other than the closest should ever know, because only they know you well enough and only they accept whole heartedly enough to ever have the rights to judge you.
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For the millionth time of saying how wonderful my church friends actually are, this is probably the first time I ever feel this disappointed and sad about talking about them. How did things ever turn out this way?
"Relied on many to make weekends less painful. Everyone's caught up in their own world aren't they? Even when you reach out, only some actually offer their hand. My faith in humans is more shaken than ever. I always hoped that I would be a positive influence on friends, and when time comes when I need them, just maybe once, the call would be answered.. Sentiment is weakness. Find hope elsewhere, not in humanity."
There's really only one word that describes how I actually felt after reading that,"Ouch"
Yeah I guess everyone's really caught up in their own world, everyone is going their own paths and this whole thing is just falling apart.
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When I talk to someone about my problems, I like it when you actually talk about how I feel or maybe discuss possible solutions, otherwise just bitch along with me. I really don't like it when someone says,"I know how you feel" when you know they obviously don't. When I talk to someone about my problems, often I'm not seeking for comfort or to make myself feel better about me. I just want to talk about it or let it out.
If I tell you I feel sad or affected by a certain situation, don't tell me,"aiya dont care about them, don't let them affect you." UNLESS it has happened umpteen times and it feels like this issue is a goner. But okay whatever why am I even saying all these here.
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Feeling: Annoyed @ work.
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