Enough

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I personally feel my family is as broken as that. Living under the same roof does not mean we have each others' backs and neither does it mean we are a loving family or such.

I'm such a home person, but I've never hated being home as much as how I've been feeling the past few months.

I am not expecting you to do anything about it, because you almost never do. But please don't stop me from trying to minimise the chances of breathing the same air as him.

I've think I've tried long and hard enough to get along with him, but each time, he just makes me hate him more. I've had enough. I know my words are gonna hurt you, but I might really burst from keeping all these to myself.

Part of me wish you'd actually find or stumble upon this blog so that you'll finally realise why I haven't been home and how I've been feeling, the things I was never able to tell you, the things that never really gets into your head, and the things that you choose to ignore.