You're my golden star

Haven't blogged for way too long.

Life has been nothing but work work work, weekend passing in a blink of an eye then work work work, and the cycle repeats. Yet work hasn't been very smooth sailing recently. Not sure if it's me giving myself way too much unnecessary pressure or is it just true? I feel myself starting to dread coming to work every single day now; something I've never felt for the first half of this job. It saddens me, really.

The urge to go back studying kills me. Half of me really wanted to go pursue my degree, yet the other half is pretty reluctant, afraid it might not be the right choice. Then again, that's life isn't it? Choices.

Need to think about it really carefully then get started on my application when I make up my mind.

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Looking back at my relationship and friendships puts a smile on my face. Love the thought of how we grow together since when we were younger and foolish.

Ken and I got together when we were 15 years old, so we spend 4/5 of our dating time in libraries, starbucks and void decks studying. I'm not a movie person, he's not a gamer, so when we're not studying, we're mostly out with the churchies or just lazing at each other's home.

I started poly while Ken was completing his last year of secondary school, before he got into the same school and course as me. We spent a good 2-3 years really spending most of our days in school, and nights staying up completing assignments. Now I've started working full time and Ken is completing the last year of poly, with our allowances, savings and pay, we found more things we love doing together.

Though we've only been out of this dot together for about 3-4 times in total, we really love travelling together especially after our Bangkok trip early this year, and we've made a promise to try go overseas together at least once every year! (Rejoiceeee) Another thing we really love doing is taking the car and go try new cafes. Yes, "hobbies" that requires a fair bit of cash, but I think we deserve it!

And then I look at my friendship with my two bestest friends, of which one used to be my enemy, and the other living across the globe, yet we made it this far. Kudos to our friendship of coming 10 years!

We used to be friends who only met and talked every weekday in school. Some days after school we'll run to the kindergarten nearby to run on hills, we'll go to Popular and spend ours there looking at notebooks and stationeries, we'd go to Plaza Sing or Junction 8 to spend our money on neoprints.

Now we're really really good friends who can tell each other literally anything and (I think) we'll do so much for each other (hahaha).

These three most important non-blood-related people are like the best thing that has ever happened to me xx