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Just so you know, I've added something new in my blog - for all time sake, and also because there's a problem with my comment thingy. Scroll all the way down and you'll see it. Hahaha so it looks like I don't need a cbox anymore, I fixed the comment thingy (at the end of every post!). Yay me.

Tonight's definitely not one of the better nights, but I would say it's not the worse ever. I don't know what's up with me, but I keep losing my mood for almost everything I planned to do or go. Maybe that's why last minute plans works better for me, but that's not the point. Tonight saw me having a heart to heart talk with Ken. About life, freedom, responsibilities...

So I'd say it's true that once a person has changed, he/she will never be able to change back to he/she used to be. I say that only because I'm in that situation. I still hate who I've become, and tried too hard for way too long to not be what this person I am, but it just gets worse. So I'm not gonna try being who I used to be so many years back anymore. Instead, I'll just go with the flow and see what life would mould me into. Afterall, it's the experiences you have in life that makes you who you are.

Depressing, sad things aside. I'm going to get more hammy stuffs tomorrow with Ken and our friends. Kinda having second thoughts about our dinner plans, but I guess I'll be fine tomorrow - it's always the case. And I'm hoping things would start picking up and get better the moment I get another year older. I guess my birthday wish this year is to hope that that day would be like a restart or reset button to many things in life.