Some things are really better off unsaid. I may not know how to control my emotions at all, but I definitely know what I want to voice out and what I don't.
At the beginning, I really didn't like the fact that I had to pretend to be okay and hang out with your friends at your house because I didn't know them enough, neither did I feel comfortable being around them yet, plus hanging out with people I wasn't familiar with in a place I don't feel so comfortable at... Can it get worse? Now it's all different. I actually made effort to be friends with your friends, and hey, they're really nice people, especially the few I'm closer to. Tonight when I asked you if we were gonna hang out at your house, it was really just a question with no hidden meaning behind it or whatsoever. Well I'm sorry if I sounded as if the idea seemed totally ridiculous, but I meant nothing like that. I was just really tired. Still am. My mood and tone totally changed from there because I hated the tone you were talking to me with, and I guess things just got worse from there.
If choosing to be left alone means I don't need to get that tone from you, I'd pick to be alone. And yes, I want to be left alone now.
Hate how you make me cry.
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