In My Head

It's 2:30am and I think I'm having insomnia. While I seat here on my bed wide awake, Mosie is curled in a ball, sound asleep just beside my foot.

Watching tweets about friends and boyfriends enlisting in afew hours time flood my timeline, I feel a slight pinch in me. I felt excited when Ken was booking his medical test, yet today in the wee hours, I'm feeling this odd sadness in me, as if Ken's gonna be an army boy tomorrow. Because I don't know of anyone particularly close who's enlisting later, this feeling is just strange. Why am I even feeling this way?

That aside.

I've been having this "urge" and this motivation to go back studying. I even know what I'd want to study in Uni, all I lack is sufficient information, cash and support.

I feel really c o n f u s e d and I really, really feel like talking to someone about this.