You try so hard, it's a waste of your time

I hate it when I'm pissed and people accuse me of being mad for the wrong reasons. I hate being accused. But I do not find a point to explain myself to anyone.

I don't really care if anyone thinks the way I express myself is good enough or not, or if it's right or wrong. I feel like I've tried all these years but it has come down to nothing.

I'm pissed. I'm hurt. I'm feeling frustrated.

But no, not gonna explain, not gonna talk about it.